What its like to be Beautiful/Gorgeous?

Pretty , something we feel when most confident. Unfortunately, some people confidence are uncomfortable to be around when it degrades the things you are. Then, everything evolves around the things that are admired but not of the things that matter :) .

Sometimes it is better to not look too deep into the definition of others but self. Look at yourself and notice your true flaw...being a HUMAN BEING.

Do things outrageous & be proud of it . Because it made you happy, do things that makes you JOYFUL.

Far as feeling out of place in areas where everyone looks the same, remember your in the spotlight of being "Pretty".

Just Be Comfortable with you, change is always good, if your conscious agrees. :)

XoXo LadyReb'l.

Have I lost myself?

Thinking & hoping got me to wishing and pleading for a change.
I guess im not use to anyone driving the rage into something humble, I guess thats where I go wrong.

I wanted to say "I miss you" but how will I ever be able to share such emotion at a distinct time. Am I the heartbreaker or the broken heart?

I just wanted FUN & instead I got confusion, lies, games, & obstacles I could have dodged if I didnt corner myself.

I wanted to set myself free of any lies or any change I could not manage. I realized I work,love & change better alone.

Somethings are just a stepping stone to better days.

XOXO Lady :)
 

The Pros & Cons

You could never hold back the truth even if you drown it with alcohol.

The truth is, being a human being can have its ups & its downs. Most of the time the missing essentials can create this missing piece of ups in our lives.

Love lost, love found: its the matter of learning from the mistakes we make & the challenges we face.

Tip: Just as your creeping through success, you learn that its not that hard if you just Nike!  I mean ...DO IT!
Remember when walking was hard, now look your a pro.. Go YOU!

Having a hard time staying with one person, spend some more time alone or with friends doing things they do with outside friends.& analyze what you want to do & the things you dont want to do. Therefor you know whats the difference between value & internal.

Cant decide what is in life you want to persue? Well, maybe your just searching and not looking at all ..take a good look around you & admire life...now go live in the moment, but while your there build & take notes.

There is pros & cons in everything we do, but just live simple & build big with strength only your mind can detect.

Xoxo LadyFluer.

Understanding.

Just until you realize love you miss out on the things that make you most happy.
Haven't you realized how much work you put into while in a relationship?
arguing, sharing, talking, understanding, compromising. a lot isn't it? I mean for one person with two hands and feet..

  ...not only that, but were all built with different traits and mating with each other means having the patience to deal with someone that you made and bring all of those abilities to teach, grow and learn.

 What is your purpose of breaking someone into your life style and getting someone comfortable just to knock them down?

We're here to feed and build , but not to build nonsense but knowledge... maybe the french people misunderstood that one.

  What is it to please and admire, all complimentary but yet so misleading. I couldn't remember the last time someone was honest with me before I gave them an integration.

Sometimes things are what you make them, and the statement stands that simple.


<3 Lady Reb'l

The Rookie , the actor, the player and the Leader.

Thinking I could form a clique of people with the same interest wanting to build something so great I failed at forming a beautiful structure and built a  love triangle.

The rookie is awesome she down to try something new and she honest about everything she feels but she comes into the loop quiet late but she's updated on all the drama.

The actor started off as a cool guy, and focused until he gave into temptation and left his pride aside, or did he? he's awesome and understanding. He's all about FUN FUN FUN ! until catches unreal feelings... or could it have been the interference of the player?

The player is funny , witty and friendly... too friendly . So friendly he hits on every girl in the class and rottens a heart for another. 

Lesson Learned keep everyone just at a friend level.

The Leader is not good at leading cliques.

As Time Passed.

As time passed , I found myself in situations that would only be a exaggerated story line in a teen flick.
Damn, could this be what iVE BEEN raving about, what about the truth?

I discontinued my marriage with the love of my life for many reason, but one reason for certain...control.
 I lost control of my emotions and Ive been trying to dig deep within to foreshadow this ego of mine and tell her to live in a different time so I can live mine.

through time I managed to share my body and broken emotions with someone that was as broken as I was. I had my eyes on him from the day he held the door for me. Could it be I got carried away with a title "single" and forgot the love I had fought for. Was it worth loosing my sense of self? Was it me all along?

FUN  had become my new motto, simple yet complex. Going from one end to the other makes it hard to watch whats been in my right zone.

I failed at being committed once again making me question what it is that Im really trying to hold on to or what it is i am trying to let go. I guess we can't always have what we want which is why we go through lessons to defeat the problems in the future. I can't lie the new felt so great to be adventurous but I seen myself hurting so many people I couldn't bear with my ego cause she always left me to deal with the pain of others.
As time passed I realized I was given new days to change and progress.