As time passed , I found myself in situations that would only be a exaggerated story line in a teen flick.
Damn, could this be what iVE BEEN raving about, what about the truth?
I discontinued my marriage with the love of my life for many reason, but one reason for certain...control.
I lost control of my emotions and Ive been trying to dig deep within to foreshadow this ego of mine and tell her to live in a different time so I can live mine.
through time I managed to share my body and broken emotions with someone that was as broken as I was. I had my eyes on him from the day he held the door for me. Could it be I got carried away with a title "single" and forgot the love I had fought for. Was it worth loosing my sense of self? Was it me all along?
FUN had become my new motto, simple yet complex. Going from one end to the other makes it hard to watch whats been in my right zone.
I failed at being committed once again making me question what it is that Im really trying to hold on to or what it is i am trying to let go. I guess we can't always have what we want which is why we go through lessons to defeat the problems in the future. I can't lie the new felt so great to be adventurous but I seen myself hurting so many people I couldn't bear with my ego cause she always left me to deal with the pain of others.
As time passed I realized I was given new days to change and progress.
Damn, could this be what iVE BEEN raving about, what about the truth?
I discontinued my marriage with the love of my life for many reason, but one reason for certain...control.
I lost control of my emotions and Ive been trying to dig deep within to foreshadow this ego of mine and tell her to live in a different time so I can live mine.
through time I managed to share my body and broken emotions with someone that was as broken as I was. I had my eyes on him from the day he held the door for me. Could it be I got carried away with a title "single" and forgot the love I had fought for. Was it worth loosing my sense of self? Was it me all along?
FUN had become my new motto, simple yet complex. Going from one end to the other makes it hard to watch whats been in my right zone.
I failed at being committed once again making me question what it is that Im really trying to hold on to or what it is i am trying to let go. I guess we can't always have what we want which is why we go through lessons to defeat the problems in the future. I can't lie the new felt so great to be adventurous but I seen myself hurting so many people I couldn't bear with my ego cause she always left me to deal with the pain of others.
As time passed I realized I was given new days to change and progress.
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