Nothing Last Forever

Whether good or bad nothing last forever.

You can have the world but never know exactly what of it that your persuing to contaminate or release.
Not until it doesnt last.

Giving up.

I couldnt bare the thoughts of love, while slept beside lust. Being honest got me hurt when i discovered the lies under his eyes. He faced me with feelings & convey an illusion, now I confessed my wrong & sighned off on my self inflicted pain... now when truth arrive I know it by the rambling of the rain against my window pane..I feel better now that I seen tge truth cause I can see the demanding guilt across your face. I tried to forgive myself & when I did I Was set free...now im caged by yoyr decite as you tell me my insecurites are soon defeat, defeat the monster in me. When your guilt had faded you convinced me that I was your bear reflection...well I need a better cite where experiences is not mesmerized by vision, nor decision but moments that I can taste.

Im officially giving up on love. lust. truth. faith. Us.

When its undefined.

There are so many people trying to be better for others instead of themselves. Its usually the interpetation of others & the "suppose to's" that make people believe that being just is being titled or defined.

What about defining things the way we want to & no longer following others sights & interpetations..because later on in life your loss is the loss you followed.

Create a path that some would call impossible, unreal or fictional...the best one would be CRAZY ! ohhh && if they give your crazy a name, redefine yourself with no boundaries. Live to limits you can only extend & extened every limit.

LadyReb'l .