I couldnt bare the thoughts of love, while slept beside lust. Being honest got me hurt when i discovered the lies under his eyes. He faced me with feelings & convey an illusion, now I confessed my wrong & sighned off on my self inflicted pain... now when truth arrive I know it by the rambling of the rain against my window pane..I feel better now that I seen tge truth cause I can see the demanding guilt across your face. I tried to forgive myself & when I did I Was set free...now im caged by yoyr decite as you tell me my insecurites are soon defeat, defeat the monster in me. When your guilt had faded you convinced me that I was your bear reflection...well I need a better cite where experiences is not mesmerized by vision, nor decision but moments that I can taste.
Im officially giving up on love. lust. truth. faith. Us.
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