How far have you gone to just please some one ? I have gone nowhere but to the edge of my soul . Sometimes it feels as though I misunderstood by the skin of my teeth cause no one hears me when I speak, not even the ears of the silent people in the G building. What worries me the most is what I would do just to be noticed by the one person who is suppose to be with me till death do us part. That person will never be satisfied.
Have you ever brought up your past with your spouse and then laughed at your past relationships? Did you ever try to compare yourself to their first, even though your who their with now?
I try to stop myself from feeling unworthy or not beautiful because I don't feel as beautiful as the one he once had hard feelings for. Sounds stupid huh ? Yeah, cause I am trying to be better than that... insecurity is unhealthy & selfish.
My best friend will always be my best friend but for him she will always be the girl he never held on to.
But How can I ever amount to my BF type ? Im beautiful but if he could have her he would be Happier with her...Is that stupid to say ?
Have you ever brought up your past with your spouse and then laughed at your past relationships? Did you ever try to compare yourself to their first, even though your who their with now?
I try to stop myself from feeling unworthy or not beautiful because I don't feel as beautiful as the one he once had hard feelings for. Sounds stupid huh ? Yeah, cause I am trying to be better than that... insecurity is unhealthy & selfish.
My best friend will always be my best friend but for him she will always be the girl he never held on to.
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