He was mysterious yet I knew how he was and I guess that's why it was so easy for him to open up to me in the long run. Man, I bet if I asked him to tutor me back then he would and we would be dating right now. But he had an image and well I didn't. I always maintained my reputation as Lady and a chill laid back person, but deep down inside I'm wild & adventurous & conservative all at the same time. I liked how he cursed and it didn't sound like the guy everyone made him out to be or should I say he pretended to be.
It was a TRIP how he suddenly allowed sparks fly between us something I been forcing and making a Joke for 3 yrs now he decides to take interest? In a way I was hurt and disappointed in myself. I am happily married and unhappily dissatisfied with the relations between my husband & I, we were falling apart and there I was allowing my confusion to make ties with lust, curiosity and temptation.
I did the right thing of course , I put LadyReb'l to sleep and told her I can guide myself through hard times. I know that I am a memory that will only be a burden when my face reappears unexpectedly.
<3. XoXo Lady .
It was a TRIP how he suddenly allowed sparks fly between us something I been forcing and making a Joke for 3 yrs now he decides to take interest? In a way I was hurt and disappointed in myself. I am happily married and unhappily dissatisfied with the relations between my husband & I, we were falling apart and there I was allowing my confusion to make ties with lust, curiosity and temptation.
I did the right thing of course , I put LadyReb'l to sleep and told her I can guide myself through hard times. I know that I am a memory that will only be a burden when my face reappears unexpectedly.
<3. XoXo Lady .
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