I can hold you at a distance and still feel your pain.
I cry into your arms and suddenly I realize my happiness was destined to be failure if you were to be gone away from the touch of my skin, the sound of my voice and the untouchable feeling of life i breathe into you.
I have given you everything and nothing to prove that I did besides the pain in my eyes, the fear in my feet and the high sound waves through my follicle.
I scream for the freedom I once had, I beg for mercy of which I once held and I cry out for the love I always push away.
I may not know what I want but I know what I dont want ..the creases in your head.. the lies on your lips, the tears on your cheek and thoughts of a jealous lion ..I run from love but I tripped over it when I thought it was more than what our bubble can fit.
I regret you loving me because I regret hurting you .
I regret holding your hand cause when you would move in closer my hands would grab a brick and begin to build as you begin to believe the wall was around us it was really in-front of you and behind me.
I don't know what we are suppose to do or even be, but when its not you then everything else fades away into the darkness and I become something else.
I regret turning my head because you were an ache I could not medicate. I regret sharing your kisses as if It was a bullet in my lungs if it was love i missed it. I regret sharing a feeling unknown with someone unknown ..but i admit the new feeling is amazing but not as touching as your distance... I swear im living in the resistance.
I regret saying words I couldnt mean when doors were behind me and the streets defined me.
I regret playing my way into a game without a rating now im above a level I could never learn to stay in ..so I move up -1 and fall down -13 in miles away from what we will never see.
Hold the memories and never forget me, cause change made me this way but my future is shaped so curve like I fall inbetween the cracks of the regret system..
I just gotta get this poison out of my system.
-Lady.
I cry into your arms and suddenly I realize my happiness was destined to be failure if you were to be gone away from the touch of my skin, the sound of my voice and the untouchable feeling of life i breathe into you.
I have given you everything and nothing to prove that I did besides the pain in my eyes, the fear in my feet and the high sound waves through my follicle.
I scream for the freedom I once had, I beg for mercy of which I once held and I cry out for the love I always push away.
I may not know what I want but I know what I dont want ..the creases in your head.. the lies on your lips, the tears on your cheek and thoughts of a jealous lion ..I run from love but I tripped over it when I thought it was more than what our bubble can fit.
I regret you loving me because I regret hurting you .
I regret holding your hand cause when you would move in closer my hands would grab a brick and begin to build as you begin to believe the wall was around us it was really in-front of you and behind me.
I don't know what we are suppose to do or even be, but when its not you then everything else fades away into the darkness and I become something else.
I regret turning my head because you were an ache I could not medicate. I regret sharing your kisses as if It was a bullet in my lungs if it was love i missed it. I regret sharing a feeling unknown with someone unknown ..but i admit the new feeling is amazing but not as touching as your distance... I swear im living in the resistance.
I regret saying words I couldnt mean when doors were behind me and the streets defined me.
I regret playing my way into a game without a rating now im above a level I could never learn to stay in ..so I move up -1 and fall down -13 in miles away from what we will never see.
Hold the memories and never forget me, cause change made me this way but my future is shaped so curve like I fall inbetween the cracks of the regret system..
I just gotta get this poison out of my system.
-Lady.
